gah!

school class photos are back and i look like a total goof! its so sad!!! my face is in some... oddly contorted posture like. i look bewildered! and my hair is shaved. boo hoo. 10 20 years down when my classmates look at it they'll go whos this bugger and they'll remember ohhhh its lennard the clown! lennard the fool! can you see how important your photo is? if i had looked suave and debonair, they'd go... ohhh lennard the ladykiller! lennard the buaya! and if i had worn specs, they'd go ohhh lennard the under-achieving genius or something like that. but as it stands, i will be remembered as lennard the doofus. damnit.

somethings you dont realize till you're doing it and you stop and think and smile to yourself like- heyyy this is kindaa cool. theme of the times? irony. it struck me as suck on various occaions when i
1) drank beer out of a coffee mug
2) smoked while eating an apple
3) listened to some heavy metal version of classical songs

i so wish i could write more theres so much to tell so much so much but alas spring time's slipping away my friend yeah spring times slipping away* so i must take my leave and retreat to my hovel to study study study. looking at my study plan, theres hope yet! i can do this...

*Ash

ok ok last para...
i am very sad at the state of my room... a large desk has been moved into it to facilitate studying and it sticks out like a damn pimple. its such an eyesore! and now my curtains are perpetually drawn so when i study i lose sense of time and suddenly i emerge from my room blurry eyed (but much the wiser) and lo and behold! the sun has set! it is very disconcerting but ah well. no complaints. my parents are taking it pretty well and giving me lots of support which i appreciate loads.

okok. mr sloman beckons. until the A's are over, i am his bitch.