ah hell its happened again. my phone conked out on me and i lost all my contacts so would everyone out there be so kind as to msg me their contacts again? and the contacts of people i know. my number is 93654811. thanks.

and thats what you get for using nokia. motherfucking finns.

after weeks and weeks of not seeing them, my friends are in worse state than i thought they were. some worse than me even. NS has this numbing pain on everyone, its inexplicable. its. its the forceful surrender of one's liberties, and now i see why papillion wanted so much to be a free man even though life on his colony wasn't half bad, simply because a man needs his liberty. i may not ever take a ballet class or become a nurse in my lifetime, but i damn well would like to option to do that if ever i damn well wanted. and don't tell me after 2 years, because 'after 2 years' still doesn't address those 2 years.

ah Jack White said it well- 'life is soo boring, its really got me snoring...'

its very sad when i see my friends get high and drunk all to forget for a moment that they're a national slave, and despite the hangover we know we will get and the long term damage and everything else, we know its worthit. just for that moment.

ride the wind baby. ride the wind and never turn back again.

p.s. most of my entries are all going to be along the same vein of NS and how it loathe it and bla bla bla so if you're reading for entertainment purposes, check back in feb 2006.

and such, heres the pic- http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/6403278/
no digital manipulation save for a bit of tweaking of colour. and thats your back.

2001: A Space Odyssey. Every critic worth his own salt would have seen and raved about this phenomenal movie. 'Beautiful to watch from start to finish!' says one, and everyone else alike. And perhaps they can get away with it precisely because the movie plods along so slow, that almost everyone and anyone who watches it would fall asleep, and hence cannot argue with the reviewers comments. but in all honesty, it is a beautiful movie. absolutety lovely, with very restrained pacing. its poetic la.

has anyone else seen it? remember the scene where all the astronauts are on the moon uncovering the monolith? it looks like they all have large gaping cheebyes.

in camp, warrick was complaining about loud and stupid malays. Rant rant rant rant rant. how oh he hates them and oh how they should just shut up (i agree, btw). and the hilarious part- he ends it with saying- "Fuck la! if they keep bothering me, next time i'll bring pork floss and toss it like confetti! see what they can do!" haha?

haha.

we are all assigned with a 2000-3000 word essay to write for some commissioner essay competition. some of what we write is absolutely hilarious. i for one, ended my essay with 'majula singapora'.

oh singapore oh singapore how i love thee.

can you fucking believe it? i got pack from NDP practice last night, or to be technical, this morning at 2.30am. motherfuckingjesusmarylord!

Lennard Ong. National Protitute. will work for minimal monthly wage! able to do anything you ask him to! will run, do push ups, grovel, prostrate and a multitude of other mindless tasks. Book him now!

NDP is getting me fucking down cause its come to a point where they take away my weekends and when i do have walkout i'm too tired to do anything but sleep, which is fucked up. Everyone save yourself the trouble and dont bother watching NDP. the only nice part are the fireworks.

I'm bad with words. I don't know why. It like a hand chokes the words before they can come out.

At zouk, it was so packed and as traffic funneled me through phuture i couldn't help but utter a 'moo' and laugh to myself.

disillustionment is when you know things seem bleak and that theres nothing you can do about it. or is that part depression? either way it ain't pretty.