before i go on, a rant-
Damn you to hell silent voyeuristc readers! why dont you interact?!?!?! I asked for party dates, nah uh, no reply. I asked about haiku. Nah uh, no reply. its like im talking to a stone wall, or having like. sex with a corpse. eyuch. and no i do not have such extreme sexual fetishes. ugh.

ok that aside (not that im not huffy about it anymore. i still am!), i know this sounds sooo obvious its stupid but if i didnt like girls so much i'd sooo be gay. i've been majorly watching Queer Eye for The Straight Guy its damn entertaining!

i miss the old red and black of my old room. after the exams, i am going to redo my room, bringing back the old red and black motif. its so sensual. i love change.

yoonlin you said something i wont forget in the near future. (which assures you a somewhat immortal state in my consciousness!)

lenn: oh no yoon! noelle and i are... aiya. dunno. but how how how.
yoon: aiya you! stop it la! nothing wrong then complain! you just loooveeee conflict la.

yea. kinda ironic huh cause my chinese name means 'king of the river' or something adn its supposed to paint a tranquil picture but no instead you ahve this lennard here who loves to play with fire and likes chaos and likes it when things are going boom boom bomp rather than the peaceful swishhh of water flowing down a stream. you have a lennard that loves it when its storming and thunder cracks and the rain falls so hard it sounds like marbles hitting the floor, who loves hitting girls and hurling insults and snide remarks. in the words of les, a 'shit-stirrer'.