Dear Lennard-Future,

How have you been? The past few weeks has been a headlong rush into work with reckless abandon to everything else. Fun has been reduced to the residual time spaces, which makes it lack the oomph. Fun has been reduced to smoking and drinking, which also is another problem .

The pressures of school are piling on: to produce more and more. balancing this with WHY makes it frustrating, and you fidget too much. one test model after another. stop doing that.Friday nights and saturday are no work days, don't try to squeeze in "one more text". Work is work, outside of that, breed a life man.

For example, you could ask ingrid to the museum next week. OR. an afternoon visit to the wanderkammer museum. Also, when you go out, bring your sketchbook and pencil. Draw more. It was good for you.

You're doing semi well with food: cooking and bringing food to school. Problems arise when its a two meal deal, so maybe its best if you have lunch in school and go home for dinner. rest, and then go back to school. Could this be a new work order/ it would fuck somethings up, but could be a useful test. You do good work when you are forced to sit down and work. Cut out the distractions. 25min work bursts are useful, and dont forget to work iteratively.

You can still try to have a life.


Love,

Lennard