after weeks and weeks of not seeing them, my friends are in worse state than i thought they were. some worse than me even. NS has this numbing pain on everyone, its inexplicable. its. its the forceful surrender of one's liberties, and now i see why papillion wanted so much to be a free man even though life on his colony wasn't half bad, simply because a man needs his liberty. i may not ever take a ballet class or become a nurse in my lifetime, but i damn well would like to option to do that if ever i damn well wanted. and don't tell me after 2 years, because 'after 2 years' still doesn't address those 2 years.

ah Jack White said it well- 'life is soo boring, its really got me snoring...'

its very sad when i see my friends get high and drunk all to forget for a moment that they're a national slave, and despite the hangover we know we will get and the long term damage and everything else, we know its worthit. just for that moment.

ride the wind baby. ride the wind and never turn back again.

p.s. most of my entries are all going to be along the same vein of NS and how it loathe it and bla bla bla so if you're reading for entertainment purposes, check back in feb 2006.

and such, heres the pic- http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/6403278/
no digital manipulation save for a bit of tweaking of colour. and thats your back.