i had one of those 'oh-my-god-what-am-i-doing' moments today. i was sleeping in the rover (i.e. car) waiting for the sergeant to collect the grenades when i woke up and looked at the jungle around me, my helmet in front of me and the driver sleeping in the driver's seat. then i thought to myself 'oh-my-god-what-am-i-doing?'.

noelle called it a reality check.