a good analogy for last night would be like sitting a roller coaster and its all good (whee!) going around the loop the loop the loop again and again going more more more and then its off to the spinning tea cups and its all good till you alight and suddenly uh oh i don't feel so good..., which for me came an inch away from midnight. and that pretty much sums up my JC with all the Whee! and i'm guessing the bad part being the year to come, having to pay for my tom-foolery.

now i've a low ebb in my head, a mild hangover of sorts. it feels like a sonic gun set to a very low frequency is pointed at my head. or it may be the reverse (high freq), but i really don't know i've no experience regarding this to draw on.

i've a new year resolution. or it could be a revelation. its a battle cry of sorts which sets the tone for the year to come... say it with me everyone- Fuckcare

parents fighting? Fuckcare...
going army? Fuckcare...
happy new year? Fuck You.

p.s. to everyone i talked to in my state of inebrition, what i said still stands i guess. i can more or less remember what i said. esp to leon, david, nic misir, ding, justin, tzi, pk (hot hot hot eh? haha), val and yada yada.